Urges
I’d just felt an urge I hadn’t felt in 3… no 4 years, it gets kinda hard remembering your age when you stop celebrating your birthday.
It felt so foreign.
Maybe it’s because of that flicker, that small taste I had earlier. I so brought this on myself.
It felt so strange.
Maybe I haven’t been feeling it because I’ve been pretty regular about it.
But lately, I’ve just been kinda lax about the whole affair.
Unfortunately I can’t really resolve it right now.
